April 5, 2025 ~ Saturday

Happy Saturday! Trying to decide where to start. I’ll make it a good one!

Last night I really felt fear in a meeting, fear that I will drink again. And I’ve wanted a drink since talking about alcohol for that hour. I really believe it could kill me.

I chose to come home last night instead of meet friends out dancing because of the craving. I had steak and watched Big Bang with Meg. It was quiet and nice.

This morning I’m waking up feeling ready for the day. I messaged my kids to see if I can come over but haven’t heard back. I’m contemplating a meeting or the grocery store. Taking Riley somewhere. He ate well this morning.

I’m grateful for