March 25, 2025 ~ Tuesday

Good morning!

Yesterday was a terrible day. I allotted time to do nothing but sleep, rest, and think about today’s court appearance.

At the end of the day… tears while trying to play pool (I play pool Monday nights), from missing my kids so deeply.

This morning, I woke with an idea. I have no clue as to who I am today. My behavior, my feelings, my thoughts, have all been a mess for months… and it’s no wonder why. If I’m not a wife, or if I’m no longer partying, or if I don’t know how I’m generating income… I really am a mess! Ha! But! Identifying a problem is the first step to resolution.

I plan to start figuring this out.

This day is starting well. Up to and including a nice big bloody scratch on my face from Bear to show off in court. Okay… it’s not that big! lol

Thanks to my ex, and the stigma of mental illness, I’m a professional court-goer. Today will be a breeze. Quite a different outlook from yesterday!

Getting ready to take meds/vitamins. Jump in the shower. Prep for the day.

I feel really, really good! But not too good!

I’m grateful for my family and my friends. Riley. My home. My freedom in seeking employment.

Have an amazing day!